суббота, 27 марта 2010
23:08

sweet disappointment

*Pljushka*
i have sweet disappointment. seems like it is an oxymoron, but that's exactly how i feel. no, i didn't get disappointed in him. he is just great. he is seriously awesome. and he likes me. maybe not that much, but more than anyone else there. but no big moves. just small tiny sweet ones, too shy to count, no one even noticed what it was except me and him.
and so we left, without saying proper good bye, not knowing if we will see each other. well, i don't know what was on his mind, but am speaking for myself. and that's disappointing. but he is too nice to get too upset, i don't really know how it works.
and i feel like it is probably right that we didn't start anything, who knows, it might have grown into something. that a good excuse that i have for now, for my disappointment, which is sweet. don't remember when i felt like this last time. maybe never.

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28.03.2010 в 13:44

i have me.
some guys are there to have fun with. once.
and there is no need to do anything more.)
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28.03.2010 в 21:49

*Pljushka*
that's true, there are guys like that. with him it's not the case though, it wasn't just fun, it was always something that was promising a continuation. which never happened, but which will always seem to be very beautiful. and there will be no disappointment in that, since it will never happen, so it's a good thing)
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