чем меньше женщину мы любим, тем легче нравимся мы ей

[*Pljushka*]

Oh, toffee, you're right. He just doesn't care that much. And this is normal, we barely know each other. What i can't believe is that i care THAT much. Or at least i am persuading myself in it, for some weird reason. But i just was on facebook, and my heart is still pumping. He actually WAS on our campus this weekend. Yes, i know he was invited by a good friend long time ago. Yes, i know that it was a big event and he was probably busy. BUT. If he cared indeed, he would use this chance, he doesn't come here every day, for heavens' sake!
...It was unexpected, overwhelming, even frustrating, but sobering. No matter whether i will see him or not this coming weekend, i will stay more calm. There are only five weekends left for me here anyway. It is better for both of us if nothing happens.

P.S. Damn, he looks good in suit!)

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[i have me.]

you see, he is just a memory. a pleasant memory. so leave him in your past instead of torturing yourself in your present.)
love u

[*Pljushka*]

that's what a reasonable person would do, but not me) i have those painful what ifs in my mind, and, although i know that it is better to leave it like that, only the lucky coincidence will make me do it.... the lucky coincidence being him not showing up this coming weekend. we'll see what happens next